I miss being able to contact someone whenever I feel like going out somewhere. ever since drifting away from all my friends, I have nobody to call whenever I feel like going for a walk somewhere or when I feel like having a coffee somewhere or when I feel like talking and it’s not just because I’m sad - there have been moments where something really good happened to me, but I can’t really feel the happiness/triumph because there is nobody to share it with. I miss having inside jokes and I miss being able to communicate to someone just by using our eyes and I miss exchanging notes and I miss writing letters and I miss having people to surprise and I miss having someone.
