December 2011
22 posts
“I tried so hard after they left to make my heart hard. And now you have undone...”
–
I Wrote This For You: The Melting of Glaciers
(via 472239364)
other people: I hate sleeping alone. Ugh hold my hand. Kiss me. Cuddle me. Lets do everything together. I need you so much closer. Let's fuck like animals. I love youuUu
me: This isn't Auschwitz, Im not sharing my bed. Stop holding my hand, I can't walk like this and you're spreading my fingers too wide, it hurts. Kissing is spitting in the palm of your hand and then taking your other hand and mashing it into the other. Stop holding me, I can't breathe or move freely. I want to do stuff alone cause that way I don't have to give a shit if you're enjoying it. Why don't you go on vacation for a few weeks? Put it in while Im sleeping, god help you if you wake me. You're okay, just sit over there.
“I’m still mourning over ghosts that broke my heart before I met you”
– Laura Marling, Ghosts (via pratfall)
according to science, crying is supposed to make me feel better
so why the fuck am i not feeling any better
i must be crazy, because every time he shattered my heart, i always went running back to him for more. i don’t mind it. it’s crazy and recklessness at its worst. whenever he throws me back my heart, i throw it back at him. do whatever you want. do your worse. i still don’t mind it. i just can’t bear to be without you.
We don't have to talk everyday.
I love those type of friendships that don’t require a lot of effort. We may not see each other as much as we want to or talk as much as we used to, but it doesn’t change the fact that we’re friends no matter what. They can do their own thing and I can do my own thing. What’s important is that whenever we do see each other again, we can pick up right from where we left off without making it...
what do you do when you can’t wake up from your nightmare
because that nightmare is your reality
how the fuck do i forget you?
it’s my 17th birthday and i cannot find a cause for celebration
he’s in love with a girl who lost love a thousand times over and does not know how to love anymore
poor boy wasting his life away on a girl with no heart
“You’re not over this person probably because they could never love you back the...”
– Ryan O’Connell (via juneandafter)
so sick of all these “december, be kind” posts.
if you want your month to be a good one, then make it a good one. a month isn’t going to be good for you if you’re not going to do anything about it, not going to make anything happen and insist on drowning in your sorrow.
as the famous saying goes, if you want to be happy, be.
i hope that one day you will know the joy of being able to talk endlessly on end with someone and also to be silent together and still feeling like it’s the most natural thing in the world
he’s the type of guy who would shout out loud that he loves you as you board the train home, no matter who’s around
he’s the type of guy who would repeatedly remind you that you are beautiful, no matter your size, no matter your attire
he’s the type of guy who would travel any distance as long as he gets to see you, no matter if only for a minute
he’s the type of...
how the fuck did i become so cynical
“When I was in love I hardly thought of myself; I thought of her and how...”
– Donald Miller (via bloodisthenewblackk)
this sounds a lot like how Sam thinks
got my life packed in a suitcase, and i’m ready to run run run away
i see in your eyes a completely different world from the one i am in and i wish you would let me join you
November 2011
20 posts
while you play it safe, i play for keeps
what was i doing, what was i thinking, giving up the control of my happiness to your careless hands and cruel heart? letting you tug at my heartstrings relentlessly, unravelling all the seams i’ve took so long to stitch back together. i’m wrenching myself away, but your grip is strong and i’ve always been weak; my fingers are slipping with the sweat and every attempt is like moving mountains. you...